Existentialism is a powerful thing when you are 18 years old. It gives you the feeling that you… understand the world but you just can’t explain it to other people.

She had that feeling thinking of what she had written in her paper on Kierkegaard. We can only live life forwards, but we understand it backwards. We cannot endure and yet we must endure. We can only be what we are but whether we are or not we will live to regret it.